Dont worry bro, I’m feeling the EXACT same way. You’re not alone.
I don’t know why I rely so much on other people to be confident and happy with myself. This feeling sucks so much right now. I shouldn’t be like this, and I honestly feel really stupid. I’m sorry to you guys (yeah all 20 of you) that I sound like a little girl venting to the internet. I just don’t know where else to put this.
/vent